there is lots swirling around in my head and its making me feel hmmmm
I resigned on friday from the job from hell and it was bitter sweet my boss was a jerk right till the very end and made me feel like I was doing everyone a favour by going. I start my new job in four weeks and it cant come quick enough really, but now I have to live in this limbo state at this job before I start the new job. So Hmmmm!
Tonight I had an awkward conversation with Sambath and it made my question where all of this is going and wonder if he feels the way I feel at all and whether we really do have a future together and what that would be. So that made me feel hmmm!
This morning we went to a new church, well its an old church but we have never been there before and it was really good holy spirit filled and everything we had been looking for but there were lots of old people there that we used to know and it made me feel like we were going back to the past. So that made me feel hmmm!
So here I am sitting here at 12:09am on a monday morning and I cant sleep because of all these hmmm thoughts and wondering what I should do!
All I can say is hmmmm!
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