I shouldn't be sad, in fact I should be happy as today my dilema has solved itself and I have come through with my integrity in tact. I am actually proud of myself, I managed to make it through the month of confusion and temptation without being tempted. I couldn't control my heart completely it felt what it felt and that I cant deny but I did control my mind and my body. I managed to not act on what my heart was feeling.
He has left and now I have to deal with my feelings.
I will be ok, I had a little cry, I will eat some chocolate and drink some wine and I will overcome this and I will be thankful for the time that I had and the moments that we shared and I will always be grateful that I never touched what wasn't mine.
Thats all I have to say about that!
Jess
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