endings and new beginnings

I have this awe inspiring feeling at the moment that there are two things happening in my life right now. One part of my life is ending, dying never to return and there is another part just starting to bloom, just beginning.

It feels strange to have the both things happening at once but it also feels right it feels like it has to happen this way for a reason, for this new stuff to be born to begin the old stuff has to die. There needs to be room for the new stuff.

I would love to sit here and spell it all out for you and I, but right now I am feeling like I shouldn't over analyse this like I do but just let it all happen and then figure it out after its happened. I am hearing that I should stand back and let God do his thing and not get involved, sometimes he doesnt need us to do anything but to be open and honest and let him do his thing and thats what I intend to do.

I know this is a very convuluded post that probably makes no sense whatsoever but its just an insight into how I am feeling today.